well, well, well i've shown my true colors ehh,

well, i just HATE my life right now.

everything is truly fucked now.
some retard of a goon has ruined my FAMILY LIFE.
my parents will probably murder me then disown my body tomorrow..

i hate you.
so so so much..

well anyway,
'he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar, the only thing that keeps me wishing me on a wishing star..'

why is it so hard to move on,
everyday its like a nightmare, just to see him having fun like that and ignoring me,
if you've not felt it, your living a dream babe, living a dream..

having a blog is like having an online diary right? so i can pour out all my troubles..
just not saying the name ;)



taylor swift is who im listening to.. may never stop shes so good,
true love dont exist.
ive come to a conclusion,

i know about heartbreak.. ive done it to myself so i know how my past boyfriends feel.
but.


why do i do it ?
beats me, even i dont know..

i dont know what i have, until i lose it..
which is a rather sad story..

but then again my life is one big SOB STORY,
aah im such a stupid .. URRGH,


i really, really miss him, but theres no way of getting him back..
hes not a fool, like the rest.. keep coming back for more..
not with you boy, you must know me too well..

but then again, why bother?
hm.